LONGEST BATTLE

My big sis Tania wrote this poem and i thought it was awesome shes very creative with her words i just loved it and i wanted to share it with whom ever comes across my blog... LUVLE55

Feelings all mixed and confused,
Understanding what has happened to bring this upon me,
Knowing what I have to do in order to make things right
, Not wanting to go where I would have to go,
But it is a must, Not a Choice, Things need to be done,
In order for everything to fall back in place,
For last few days I have cried in tears of Pain,
Begging god to listen to me, Silently I pray as
I write this for this is the turmoil,
For this is what it has come down to,
For what has been caused in the past
can not change the present, But I can change the drama,
the dilemma, the sequence of this pattern which has haunted me forever,
I will draw the shots, I will speech, Must prepare for this has been a long battle,
Now I am prepared to win this fight. Without anything coming in the way.
For I am and Forever will be me!
This is my fight my battle, I have knowledge on how to perceive
the existence that has so long yet bothered me,
I will have control. Power is a Must.
For I cry upon the Gods guide me through this,
let me have the strength and animosity to fight this long battle,
For now it shall come to an end.
~the end~

Mother Charged in Death of Abandoned Newborn

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http://www.nbcchicago.com/news/local/Mother-Faces-Murder-Charge-after-Leaving-Newborn-Son-in-Store-Bathroom-133539233.html

COD MW3 SMELLS LIKE DOUGHNUTS

So i took my lil bro last night to game stop last night for the premier of COD's MW3.... we arrived there at like 9:30 pm and was told in order to get our wrist bands we needed the receipt... I looked at my lil bro Jr and he said he doesn't have it... so we drove home i decided i needed a cup of tea because it was too cold to stand waiting without it... we got back to the location at 10:15 ill say and checked in and was about the 60th in line waiting... as we were waiting all kinds a weird things happened i was crushing on a couple cute gamer guys lol what can i say they were cute n nerdy i liked that about guys... anyways the line had extended all the way around the strip mall and past the dunkin donuts drive thru window... so a football player looking guy starts walking past my lil n i.. n my lil bro elbows me to look at him cus he resembled a pro football player as i looked up from underneath my umbrella he looked right back at me n i felt embarrassed n smiled n he had a goofy looking grin on him like he was thinking "yea i know u checkin me out" UMM NOO my lil bro made me!!! So anyways i looked at my lil bro about to snap n he flashes me his phone with a pic of the pro football player n i was like OMG its him whats he doing here n i was about to chase after him but my lil bro stopped me b4 i made a fool of myself n said its not him relax... lmao i still couldn't believe the resemblance between the two that caused me to stare for the rest of the night n kept getting goofy smiles from him n me looking away embarrassed... THANKS JR!!! As we are standing there i notice the young mother in front of me who is dying to make conversation but doesn't cus she doesn't know how i wud react so i make small talk with my lil brother to keep her busy listening in on so she knows its okay ta jump in and chat away with me lol... but then a couple guys drive up from right behind me n i hear someone calling out hey girl HEY GIRL!! i moved my umbrella aside n turned around to find a really cute guy leaning over to the drivers side window from the passenger seat trying to get my attention n i couldn't help myself but laugh at the awkward situation that was going on... normally i wud tell the guy hanging out the passenger side of his best friends ride to take a hike... but there was over 100 people witnessing what was going on so i was speechless n didn't know what else to do but lmao!! the poor driver was laughing and looked uncomfortable because his passenger friend was practically in his lap trying to get my attention n for me to talk to him... i kept my back towards them laughing n the young mom was laughing too n i know she was dying to say something so i turned around to see if the guys were gone to make convo with her but they were still there n i couldn't help laughing n i bent over laughing n didn't realize i did that right in their face n all i heard was DAMMMMM hey girl hey hey hey hey girl hey so i said WHAT lemme alooonee and all over 100 people stared like omg whats going on over there.... finally they drove off n the mom was like whats that about i shrugged my shoulders n said i dunno honestly no idea... its like they haven't seen a female before lol...  time goes bye the young mother n i are chatting away when a man with long blond hair and wearing a leather trench coats i look at my lil brother n tell him to look but hes got this weird face on him like hes seen a ghost... i asked him if he saw that guy and i joked about hes got an AK-47 under the coat n hes out ta kill all the future campers... my lil bro says he smiled at me all weird... i thought it was funny that my lil brother was spooked out by this guy... so the line starts to move and all the guys are screaming n yelling excited about the game... one guy gets to his car right next to our spot in line n someone from the line asks him whats it smell like n he paused for a moment not knowing how to respond to it and then looks up and says SMELLS LIKE DOUGHNUTS!!! we picked up our copy and headed back home my brother has been playing non stop since 12:30am didnt go to school and is still playing... i havnt played yet but i am looking very much forward to it ill let u know when i do- LUVLE55

Gossip Girl

OMG!!! there really is an actual blog about gossip girl... i even commented to try and see if i could i know its just a show but to actually go thru with a blog and allow people to comment on it... Its Genius!!!! i love it... Check it out http://gossipgirl-blog.cwtv.com/?cat=32 i been watching the show on netflix... steve got me watching it when we moved in together but when i moved out i couldnt keep up... im on season 3 and Blair just told chuck she doesnt like who she is when shes with him... sounds sorta like me... i love chuck bass <3 i cant see him without Blair... they are perfect together- LUVLE55

MW2 FREE FOR ALL

Ill take a nigga out at all costs, In the end it b ur loss.. they call me miss boss my real nikkas call me lola only on xbox ur worlds run by my controlla... my predator missles got nikkas movin ova.. tossin semtex stickies throwin bodie at me wit 50s corner whorin witta spaz... blastin nikkas ass... FINAL KILL CAM 150 ona no scope Head Shot Interventioned ur head off... im on top wit 1500... Thats what I thought!

MARE N TENA NOT SO PERFECT BFSF

My lil Sis Mare n I

10th year Tribute to Aaliyah Dana Haughton

I LOVE HER!!! so i made this! hope u like it was for her tenth year death anniversary!