My First Blog

Yoo... Wow I'm bouta talk to myself lol oh well it's somewhat normal hope people see this so i don't feel too weird embarrassed yes but not tooo weird... ANYWAYSSS my back is killen me my neck my thighs I have an idea why but who knows can't see a doctor cus I been cut from my insurance they only cover me now for prenatal stuff... DAMM BS n me n steve my sons father my on n off bf of ten yrs... Nov 22, 2001 yep yep n I'm just realizing NOOWW that our anniversary passed n neither of us remembered well I didn't wondering if he did n didn't say anything about it what if he feels like shyt cus I didn't say anything about it... I hate thinking I'm glad I'm blogging it tho yippie lmao... Yea so my thighs hurt I'm guessing cus I was squatting for like 20 mins reading something off FB earlier that caught my attention n couldn't move n it reminded me I HAVE A BLOGSPOT... n now I'm here!!! N I'm assuming my neck n back have something to do with the way I sleep or maybe the epidural I used for my son Mathews birth 2/14/2006 yep V-Day Baby he's gonna b a heart breaker my handsome lil man... K or cus I crack them way too much n I'm poising my cartilage whatever it is I'M HURRRTIINNGG!!! I need pain meds right now... Took em befor for my kidney stone n other pains befor made me feel lovely!! But they make u feel nasty after a few days if takin em like ur withdrawing from not having em but guess what i control me nobody else so fuk u pain meds imma survivor n do without u!! "I'M ABOVE THE INFLUENCE" yea I said it yea imma lame n whattt... I just dun give a fuuukkk... N on that note I'm out bytches... LoVeLeSs