IS LOVE EVER ENOUGH

I just recently found out that the one car I wanted is gone... BURNED... This car meant alot to me n I dunno why but it held my heart in a way that I couldn't let go... Couldn't get this car off my mind every time I thought about sitting behind the wheel I felt a rush of excitement thru me... Around this time last year I was gonna ask my friend to buy the car "back" n he sold it twice within this past year n he ended up with it again so I planned on asking again n this time I expected n felt that it wud b mine but it ended up getting burned somehow when they were repairing it... I dunno the extent of the damage but it has to b bad if he's called a junkyard :-/ so I was thinking is it true when some things are too good to be true??? Is it true that some things aren't meant to happen?? I could have sworn that car wud b mine again n why is it that it's not?!!!! This car 1995 Lincoln Town Car Presidential Series I believe is one of a kind never duplicated no twins or sister... WELL I'M INSISTING IT DOESN'T HAVE!! Here's why it's unique the color is a custom light money green with a pearl coat and a cream colored full rag top which covered two rear windows which are standard in a 95 TC and from the inside those windows are covered also but if u tap on it u can feel the glass... Records on this car that I still have dating back from the original purchase which was over $60k say that the sunroof was installed after market on the same day it was bought... This car was custom designed by a man that has past on I believe he was wealthy he lived in a high-rise in downtown my sons father that I've been with for 10yrs now purchased the car from the mans grandson for $900 u won't believe that was the best deal ever!!!! Mint condition back seats look as if they have never been sat on cream colored leather two tone hunter green n cream wood grain memory drivers seat fully loaded keyless entry this car was just a surprise every time u cleaned it... I remember finding a $20 stashed in the armrest of the drivers seat it was tucked under a coin pocket that wasn't supposed to come apart but it was there... I ended up spending it months later n I was thinking Mayb that's what might have cause my bad luck with this car :-/ soooo this is how I ended up with this car n losing it... I had pled guilty to a case which required me to b on work release (that's another story) I needed transportation n steve just bought his 2001 buick lesabre (another story) so he had a car an lemme use TONY that's what I called the car... Well that was over n he still let me have the car we moved in together n I had tickets to pay n the car ended up booted Steves mom went to pay for the fines which included towing so I sat waiting for the tow truck n had a standoff with the city of Chicago cops, department of revenue and a towing company I told them she's paying right now and to call in and get confirmation to remove the boot the city of Chicago said they still have to tow the car to the lot even if it's paid off... DO U KNOW WHAT THEY DO TO CARS THERE??? they use a fork lift to move them around which means damage to Ur undercarriage an possibly trans... Well they took it we got it back and lost a shyt load of money... We were behind on rent I was in school n one day on my way to school I was flying thru traffic hitting bumps but never felt them lol air suspension hehehe I dunno what happen but the car collapsed on the drivers side jumped the median and was heading straight towards a tree I turned an turned my wheel n by now it was all the way turned to the right n nothing I was gonna hit this tree I screamed n pulled it hard to the right n by inches missed the tree I slowed to a stop pulling off the road into a auto shop a block away n got out to see what happen... The tie rod on the drivers side was hanging off so my ball joint broke my car was ona lean n I was heart broken... It's Steves car but imma say it's mine I deserved him I took care of him n steve had a car n I'm his sons mother practically his wife so I got rights lol... Anyway I called steve got the car temporarily fixed till we take it to the shop... So one morning I was getting ready for school I told steve I don't think I shud use the lincoln n he shud either drop me off or lemme take his car he was saying no I can't (another story) so I got two miles away from my home and I got a flat I drove it a couple more blocks and parked it and called steve had him pick me up I gave him the I TOLD YOU SO and the YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO ME bitching... The car sat there n I never drove it again EVER... we were behind on bills n rent because of the boot so we made a regretful decision we asked our friend if he wants to buy the car he gave us $800 i cried n our friend said we can buy the car back when we want... we were back on our feet but miserable steve n I constantly fought over the Buick n I started doing bad in school... Steve and I separated I dropped out of school couple months later I want the car back it's sold I buy the Buick n I failed lost the Buick n now I planned on buying Tony again n I find out it's burned!!!! So I was thinking I love this car so much n it's slipped thru my fingers alot.... Is love ever enough??? -LUVLE55