CANT EXPUNGE OR SEAL MY RECORD?!!!!

Called a few lawyers today n they told me its illinois law that I CAN'T expunge or seal two cases I had in the past... There both over 5 years old I've completed probation with no problems I've never served a day in the pen.... N they can't do it?!! I was told it's not in the judges hands it's "THE LAW"! For sum reason FKN hookers and crackheads get ta clear up their fkd up names... Why the fuk is that? Y do they get i bonds n let back go with just a slap on the wrist... n allowed to clear their names?? I cried n bitched... Nothing is ta b done but try n change the law!! I think imma start working on trying to get that done... But HOW??? iunno I'll try n see whatever it is that can b done with whatever I've got... My life can't end because a few mistakes I've made in my past... It's just not fair for me or anyone else having to deal with this... LUVLE55

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LATE NITE THOUGHTS

Again one of those sleepless nights thinking bout my life thinking bout it twice shud I jus up n leave call it quits with everything.. Disappear where nobody knows me find me later on the channel ID investigation discovery "DISAPPEARED" hahaha wonder if they look for me n wud I feel weird?!! Out alone I dun know anyone!! But my friends n family at home I dun think I got the guts ta take this world on my own... Naaaahh Imma stay right here n face my troubles cus SERIOUSLY there really ain't no place like HOME!!

JEHOVAHS WITNESS

There was a knock on the door this morning. I opened it to find
a young man standing there who said: "I'm a Jehovah's Witness."

I said "Come in and sit down, what do you want to talk about?"

He said, "Beats the shit out of me, I've never gotten this far before."

LOVELESS

u think u come in my life spiitin that fake ass game u Mafkn lame u make me laugh sit Yo ass down boy n get a pen n pad n lemme school ya ta sum shyt I ain't that bitch a nigga can hit think he quit call me up Wen he needs a fix I'm not Yo drug u bitch ass feen u cant take me for a ride justa put u ona lean this my sceen I'm the teacher in this bitch if anyone hittin quitting shyt it's loveless trick ©

LMFAO

A fellow dies, goes to hell, and is surprised when confronted by a room full of beautiful blondes and kegs of beer.

He asks a nearby demon if this is really hell, and what was so bad about the place.

"Well," said the demon, "the kegs all have holes in the bottoms, and the blondes don't!

GETTING WHAT I WANT

I searched n I found n thanks to the love of my life he gave me wat I wanted... I'm so proud to have him in my life he really knows how to make me happy I dunno wat I would do without him... Look at what he bought me... EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED :-) 1995 Lincoln Town Car Signature Series champaign with black  cloth top mint black leather interior wood grain fully loaded with 86k original miles... I must say BETTER THEN MY LAST... except for my last had an Amazing color one touch sunroof two-tone interior and RUST FREE GARAGE KEPT... this one no sunroof no two tone interior and minor rust on the drivers side rear tire well with a hole in the muffler and abs is bad... Blue book value over 4k I payed $1700.00 not bad but I still got what I wanted n what I was looking for I know I can't get no better then this... Abs a minor rust spot n a hole on the muffler r nothing... Easy fix!!! N then the cars more then perfect... For now FONZIE that's what I named him is perfect-LUVLE55

NO PRIVACY

You would think that the only place nobody on earth can bother you the only place where you only know and belongs to only you that you DON'T have to share wouldn't be invaded.... Ur mind Ur private thoughts something so private that you sometimes even wish n think god can't hear... BUT IT HAS!!!! in order for me to keep something from my mom id have to b a robot.... fk... not even that she wud still ask me whats wrong!!! This lady has to know everything n if i say something like its nothing, nothings wrong... she will yell n b like then WTF is wrong wit ur face u look like somethings wrong tell me... No mom nothings wrong.. "ohh u r ur fathers daughter" "u r his seeds" blah blah fkn blah she WILL raise hell if she doesnt know wat bothers me n i feel sick that i have to deal with someone like her!!!!!! Str8 Up NO PRIVACY-LUVLE55

BURNED ALIVE

It's confirmed it's gone... I found out that... Well here's what I heard... My friend rented out an apartment to sum college kids they didn't pay the lease was in the parents name they got evicted trashed the place n the parents paid for damages an what might have happened but have no proof of is that they came back broke the sun roof and set it on fire!!!! So the whole interior was burned to bare metal my precious metal burned n uggghhhhh if I find these boys I will yank their hair out there college kids n I know there white boys so yea they got sum long hair n IMMA rip it out!!!! The engine was still good but nothing left of the interior :-( I'm hurt and it sucks CUS I feel weird feeling like this over a car that was hardly even mine... BUT I WANTED IT SOOOO DAMM BAD!!! life sucks time to find a new car that will never capture my heart like my stankin lankin did... It's been junked n I never got to say good bye... I will always love u my Tony!! You were a great and amazing car and there's sum FUCKED UP MUTHAFKRS OUT THERE N I WISH I CAN GET THEM FOR WHAT THEY DID!!! paybacks A MUTHAFKR- LUVLE55

IS LOVE EVER ENOUGH

I just recently found out that the one car I wanted is gone... BURNED... This car meant alot to me n I dunno why but it held my heart in a way that I couldn't let go... Couldn't get this car off my mind every time I thought about sitting behind the wheel I felt a rush of excitement thru me... Around this time last year I was gonna ask my friend to buy the car "back" n he sold it twice within this past year n he ended up with it again so I planned on asking again n this time I expected n felt that it wud b mine but it ended up getting burned somehow when they were repairing it... I dunno the extent of the damage but it has to b bad if he's called a junkyard :-/ so I was thinking is it true when some things are too good to be true??? Is it true that some things aren't meant to happen?? I could have sworn that car wud b mine again n why is it that it's not?!!!! This car 1995 Lincoln Town Car Presidential Series I believe is one of a kind never duplicated no twins or sister... WELL I'M INSISTING IT DOESN'T HAVE!! Here's why it's unique the color is a custom light money green with a pearl coat and a cream colored full rag top which covered two rear windows which are standard in a 95 TC and from the inside those windows are covered also but if u tap on it u can feel the glass... Records on this car that I still have dating back from the original purchase which was over $60k say that the sunroof was installed after market on the same day it was bought... This car was custom designed by a man that has past on I believe he was wealthy he lived in a high-rise in downtown my sons father that I've been with for 10yrs now purchased the car from the mans grandson for $900 u won't believe that was the best deal ever!!!! Mint condition back seats look as if they have never been sat on cream colored leather two tone hunter green n cream wood grain memory drivers seat fully loaded keyless entry this car was just a surprise every time u cleaned it... I remember finding a $20 stashed in the armrest of the drivers seat it was tucked under a coin pocket that wasn't supposed to come apart but it was there... I ended up spending it months later n I was thinking Mayb that's what might have cause my bad luck with this car :-/ soooo this is how I ended up with this car n losing it... I had pled guilty to a case which required me to b on work release (that's another story) I needed transportation n steve just bought his 2001 buick lesabre (another story) so he had a car an lemme use TONY that's what I called the car... Well that was over n he still let me have the car we moved in together n I had tickets to pay n the car ended up booted Steves mom went to pay for the fines which included towing so I sat waiting for the tow truck n had a standoff with the city of Chicago cops, department of revenue and a towing company I told them she's paying right now and to call in and get confirmation to remove the boot the city of Chicago said they still have to tow the car to the lot even if it's paid off... DO U KNOW WHAT THEY DO TO CARS THERE??? they use a fork lift to move them around which means damage to Ur undercarriage an possibly trans... Well they took it we got it back and lost a shyt load of money... We were behind on rent I was in school n one day on my way to school I was flying thru traffic hitting bumps but never felt them lol air suspension hehehe I dunno what happen but the car collapsed on the drivers side jumped the median and was heading straight towards a tree I turned an turned my wheel n by now it was all the way turned to the right n nothing I was gonna hit this tree I screamed n pulled it hard to the right n by inches missed the tree I slowed to a stop pulling off the road into a auto shop a block away n got out to see what happen... The tie rod on the drivers side was hanging off so my ball joint broke my car was ona lean n I was heart broken... It's Steves car but imma say it's mine I deserved him I took care of him n steve had a car n I'm his sons mother practically his wife so I got rights lol... Anyway I called steve got the car temporarily fixed till we take it to the shop... So one morning I was getting ready for school I told steve I don't think I shud use the lincoln n he shud either drop me off or lemme take his car he was saying no I can't (another story) so I got two miles away from my home and I got a flat I drove it a couple more blocks and parked it and called steve had him pick me up I gave him the I TOLD YOU SO and the YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO ME bitching... The car sat there n I never drove it again EVER... we were behind on bills n rent because of the boot so we made a regretful decision we asked our friend if he wants to buy the car he gave us $800 i cried n our friend said we can buy the car back when we want... we were back on our feet but miserable steve n I constantly fought over the Buick n I started doing bad in school... Steve and I separated I dropped out of school couple months later I want the car back it's sold I buy the Buick n I failed lost the Buick n now I planned on buying Tony again n I find out it's burned!!!! So I was thinking I love this car so much n it's slipped thru my fingers alot.... Is love ever enough??? -LUVLE55

My First Blog

Yoo... Wow I'm bouta talk to myself lol oh well it's somewhat normal hope people see this so i don't feel too weird embarrassed yes but not tooo weird... ANYWAYSSS my back is killen me my neck my thighs I have an idea why but who knows can't see a doctor cus I been cut from my insurance they only cover me now for prenatal stuff... DAMM BS n me n steve my sons father my on n off bf of ten yrs... Nov 22, 2001 yep yep n I'm just realizing NOOWW that our anniversary passed n neither of us remembered well I didn't wondering if he did n didn't say anything about it what if he feels like shyt cus I didn't say anything about it... I hate thinking I'm glad I'm blogging it tho yippie lmao... Yea so my thighs hurt I'm guessing cus I was squatting for like 20 mins reading something off FB earlier that caught my attention n couldn't move n it reminded me I HAVE A BLOGSPOT... n now I'm here!!! N I'm assuming my neck n back have something to do with the way I sleep or maybe the epidural I used for my son Mathews birth 2/14/2006 yep V-Day Baby he's gonna b a heart breaker my handsome lil man... K or cus I crack them way too much n I'm poising my cartilage whatever it is I'M HURRRTIINNGG!!! I need pain meds right now... Took em befor for my kidney stone n other pains befor made me feel lovely!! But they make u feel nasty after a few days if takin em like ur withdrawing from not having em but guess what i control me nobody else so fuk u pain meds imma survivor n do without u!! "I'M ABOVE THE INFLUENCE" yea I said it yea imma lame n whattt... I just dun give a fuuukkk... N on that note I'm out bytches... LoVeLeSs